madeuprules’s most recent Quotables

I'll love you with all the madness in my soul.

I hate what I have become to escape what I hated being.

I know what its like to want to die; how it hurts to smile; how you try to fit in but you can't; how you hurt yourself on the outside; to try to kill the thing that's in the inside.

I love sleep. My life has this tendency to fall apart when I'm awake.

I know it seems like I'm this strong person who can get though anything, but inside I'm fragile. I've had so many things thrown at me, and each one has only made a crack. What I'm afraid of is shattering.

I don't know if I'm getting better or just used to the pain.

It's the loneliest feeling in the world - to find yourself standing up when everyone else is sitting down. To have everybody look at you and say "what's the matter with her?" I know what it feels like. Walking down an empty street, listening to the sound of your own footsteps. Shutters closed, blinds drawn, doors locked against you. And you aren't sure whether you're walking toward something, or if you're just walking away.

Death is God's way of saying you're fired. Suicide is humans way of saying you can't fire me, I quit.

You bleed just to know your alive.

I guess there comes a point where you just have to stop trying because it hurts to much to hold on anymore.

My time has come, and so I'm gone. To a better place, far beyond. I love you all as you can see. But it's better now, because I'm free.

People are too complicated to have simple labels.

...a poem is just a little machine for remembering itself

I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I think I have ended up where I needed to be.

Words and music, I love them. And especially what happens when you put them together into songs and sing them, in a large building, as part of a play, in a dark room with a lot of people listening, who have all paid a great deal to get in.

I'm singing in the rain
Just singing in the rain
What a glorious feelin'
I'm happy again
I'm laughing at clouds
So dark up above
The sun's in my heart
And I'm ready for love...

Faith is the bird that feels the light and sings when the dawn is still dark.

Outside of a dog, a book is your best friend, and inside of a dog, it's too dark to read.

Spent one half of the day missing you. I spent the other half thinking of ways to get you off of my mind.

Without music life would be a mistake.