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You know, one day you look at the person and you see something more than you did the night before. Like a switch has been flicked somewhere. And the person who was just a friend is suddenly the only person you can ever imagine yourself with.

I hate what I have become to escape what I hated being.

I know what its like to want to die; how it hurts to smile; how you try to fit in but you can't; how you hurt yourself on the outside; to try to kill the thing that's in the inside.

I love sleep. My life has this tendency to fall apart when I'm awake.

I know it seems like I'm this strong person who can get though anything, but inside I'm fragile. I've had so many things thrown at me, and each one has only made a crack. What I'm afraid of is shattering.

I don't know if I'm getting better or just used to the pain.

It's the loneliest feeling in the world - to find yourself standing up when everyone else is sitting down. To have everybody look at you and say "what's the matter with her?" I know what it feels like. Walking down an empty street, listening to the sound of your own footsteps. Shutters closed, blinds drawn, doors locked against you. And you aren't sure whether you're walking toward something, or if you're just walking away.

Death is God's way of saying you're fired. Suicide is humans way of saying you can't fire me, I quit.

You bleed just to know your alive.

I guess there comes a point where you just have to stop trying because it hurts to much to hold on anymore.

My time has come, and so I'm gone. To a better place, far beyond. I love you all as you can see. But it's better now, because I'm free.

The only thing worse then being hated is being ignored. At least when they hate you they treat you like you exist.